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2008-03-06T06:09:00.000-08:00

Fucks are finding their way out of my mouth again. i don't like it.

i got scolded cos i shouted fuckew to my sister. how cool is that? and now i freaking have a very sore throat. oh well, perhaps, the fucks are kept away too long in some unknown part of my body and well, it chose to come out today. loud and unexpected.

i swear not to say the word fuck again. at least at home.

if it finds its way out of my mouth again, i'm dead.

well, good luck. i shall go get ready my coffin.

and xinyi's damn cool mansxz. i shall go create a livejournal too and freaking lock up all my posts. hehehe. then i can bitch about anything & everything. but lj's freaking lag today. oh well, i shall bitch another time. :D

today was pretty cool. :D :D :D
and yes, no more fucks. bet on it.

2008-02-29T21:40:00.000-08:00

I saved it as a draft. call me insane.

oh well, i can't be bothered anymore. i concluded you're at the losing end, so yeah, i'll live to see the day you regret it all. you felt embarrassed, neither did you feel good about * so you probably thought that "hey why not bring this upon my dear friend as well" and drag me into the same shit you're in.

if you're thinking i'd be feeling the same way you felt. you're hell disappointed i'm suppose. for one, you should already know that my skin's hella thick, so i don't really feel a thing. so if you're wondering if you succeeded, i'm so sorry to tell you i'm the least embarrassed or whatever-you-wanna-me-to-feel. so, c'mon weep your eyes out.

you should know better, but you blew your last chance. forget it, i'm not gonna give a damn anymore. you've changed, i've seen your true colours, so has she. you may be in heaven now, but hey get real, this isn't gonna be forever. don't come crying back to me, cos i really won't give a shit about you anymore.

i'm sorry, but you asked for it.

enjoy while it last my dear.

2008-02-23T01:52:00.000-08:00

HELLO WORLD :D i'm blogging because Gloria Tan Xue Ting on the other end of earth is telling me to :D she's currently taking in the laundry. imagine her tugging at the looooooong bamboo poles :D anyway, Gorilla was really sweet okay! i gave her a rose on msn and asked if she will accept my love and she said "WO YUAN YI!" two times okay! unlike stupid limxinyi lah. give her rose then say im lame and start darn-ing me huh! until the rose wilted and died. im so so sad ):

yesterday we had CIP at simei care centre! it was surprisingly very fun :D i was ever so glad that i went yesterday :D it was fun and yep, i'm not scared of crazy people anymore :) felt damn retarded when we were about to board the bus. everyone was damn high okay. and i started to go bang on the bus door! it's so wth! HAHA. Huiting just had to remind me again just now on msn. zz. and we had fun obsessing over Alvin's hair! :D

the games were pretty fun :) my group came in first for the game that we have to find stuff. hoho! know why? cos i'm in there lah duh! javier & mingchiang were in my group together with suli and vincent from the centre. anyway after cip we went to Eighteen Chefs for dinner! hoho. was damn full and fun :D

that sums up my friday. "today is a good day." yea lxy? ;D

and i doubt anyone will read this except GLORIA TAN! HAHA. BETTER READ OKAY COS YOU ASKED ME TO UPDATE ONE! :D :D

much loves & take care there alright! i can't wait for your return :D

2008-01-11T04:42:00.000-08:00

2008's here. -.- okay anw, it's been okay lah, nothing much. life's pretty much the same everyday, with school, lessons, crap and laughter.

haha. thank God for our two-by-two seats, if not it'd be damn damn boring. hcl, hist and lit, we'd need to get our asses off to some other classes. yeah, walking alot these days, im supraaaa tired okay. i miss 2b's classroom on the first floor and how we're near to like, everywhere. D:

i'm reaching school pretty late too for this year. & i swear i leave the house early and walk veryyyyy fast le okay. HAHA. time just refuses to wait for me lah. it ain't my fault man. or you can choose to blame the darn bus who doesnt come at a fixed time. zzz.

i've to wake up at a super early time tomorrow. darn the metal thing in my mouth. :O it snapped on me again. like wtf? now i have to tain to orchard alone early in the morn to remove it on a SATURDAY?! wlaooooosxz. sickening crap. boooorrrrriiiinnnnggggg.

i swear people on the train on an early saturday morning are just so crappppp. boo them. boring people with no lives. zzz. life's sianing me out uh. someone make me laugh, like now. :D

i'm still sick, which is horrible the vegetable lah. wlao. and i have simply no idea why im typing like this ? !@#$%^ porbably cos im sick and its draining th damned energy outta me, so yeah. my nose's blocked, like TOTALLY BLOCKED, and that just leaves me breathing through my mouth. ooo. it feels really bad okay. and whats with the darn throat. sore, pain, itching blah. my voice sounds uh, looooow and weird. sexy eh? hah.

okay, i shall go watch teebee now with my sister. apparently we'll be having only each other for company till like after midnight ? 0.0 oooook, so tata people. :D life's great. : O

2007-12-28T08:19:00.000-08:00

Sentosa & Vivo with girlfriends was great today :D yep, i do love you guys. a lot. :D i know you all are so touched that you'll cry buckets of tears after seeing this. talks in the mrt was weaaaalllllly great okay! like superly. on the way there and back. and harbourfront didn't seem so far anymore. i know we made a whole lot of noise laughing our arses off and all that talking in super loud voices. hee haw. it was really great, i'm not kidding :D

dinner at Superdog was gooooood too. :D :D I LIKE! haha. crapping and crapping non-stop and refusing to get out from our seats. it was all really cool and too bad Gorilla went home already luh! D: all in all, it was great & pretty memorable. times at the beach & the water playground. all really childish and unglam, but still, we had our fun :D thank God it didn't rain too.

i really hope it ain't the last. i'm feeling emo. D: ahhhhhh gorilla!!

by the way, we took SUPRAAAAA loooooooooong x100000000 to find out how to get to sentosa. omg, we're all lu chi(s) lah. but it was fun all the same :D i slipped and fell at the stone area in the beach. and now i got a super big cut on my ass. oh no, i don't want a scarred ass :/ and my knee, toe, and leg has a cut each too. see that? my skin ain't thick okay *winks

2007's coming to an end soon. a brand new year ahead. i'm not really looking forward to it though. cos 2007's been really nice to me. too much laughter and happy times. i'll miss it all. really. and the fact i don't get to see you anymore, it just makes me feel, well, sad ):

okay, 3e here i come! :D many people i know are in there so i guess it'll be fine. but 2007's really hard to forget..

& i freaking know i shouldn't have done that. cos now, i can't get you off my mind D: this sucks a whole lot. and i really wonder why. bastard.

2007-12-24T23:36:00.000-08:00

MERRY MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL :D

i'm back from christmas service at pmc. yea, i didn't make it to cmc today. and since i always go back to pmc for christmas, might as well keep the tradition yea. parents went out to get laptop. coolios! that shall be my present for this christmas. too bad i can't get the vaio one, how sad is that? D:

anw, there's something freaking wrong with my phone. oh poop. my phone doesnt recognise some numbers and replaced certain names with certain numbers. like how Kangwei's got mixed up and i ended up sending the sms to another person ): ah shitsxz. and damn the joy stick or however you spell it. Sony Ericsson doesn't make good joy-sticks. stoopid. ended up sending wrong smses, sending twice to people too. like wtf? Grrr.

i thought of stuff and i figured out why certain events happen and why certain people are put into our lives. they're obstacles we need to overcome. and after their jobs are done, they'll just disappear into like, thin air? yes, i guess that's it. so i'll look out for these obstacles next year. they are bound to come straight on at me. and yes, such events and people won't stay long. they're just meant to be there to teach us some lessons.

figured it out. i'm smart. it took me awhile to understand these obstacles.

so anw, since it's christmas season, and christmas today, i helped someone and i hope that person's doing fine yea? just chill brother :D

a Happy new year ahead peepos. :D keep the smiles on ^^

2007-12-21T02:02:00.000-08:00

2nd post for today. oh well, i'm going crazy over the eng assignment and msn-ing at the same time. couldn't concentrate uh. D: thought i'd come and blog to remind myself that i have a crazy idea noooooow. :D YAY. it's been long since i put this crazy mind into good use. i doubt i'll ever need the help of alcohol to get me high. when i'm high, i'm crazy. and after what i did, i'd like not have a clear picture of what i did during the time i was well, crazy. :O sounds bad uh.

ANW, THIS POST IS TO COMMEMORATE MY NEXT CRAZY THING. :D
wonder when i'll do it. but i will soon enough.

and if you don't know, what i want, i normally get. :D really. i swear. scares me sometimes like how my wishes do come true. takes time, but what i want, they'll be mine. muahaha. things as in material and non-material. :D and for now, i want the material stuff. :D

cos im yet prepared for my crazy thing! yay! haha. i hope its not all words and no action ):
okay, it'll be accomplished soon! yes it will! :D :D

2007-12-20T22:05:00.000-08:00

Hello people of the world. i'm feeling really really really bored. i'm home alone and since i've decided not to go out, i shall make use of this time to have a date with my homework. ah. but i freakin' can't face it. damn the eng homework. i rather do a hundred jian baos lah pleaseee. and i just realised that 850 words ain't really a lot. :D

or maybe it's a sign that my chinese has since improved! uh huh. okay, so xmas party yesterday was pretty okay. i got The Body Shop lotion and some wash thingy for the gift exchange. i'll smell like some flower after i bathe man. lavender that is. it's said to be able to help relieve stress and put you to sleep. well, we'll see about that.

btw, i bought BSM, the real one. cos the one limmy bought for me got stuck half way. then i was really pissed i couldn't continue ogling at Wang Zi and Ao Quan and Xiao Yu (yes, im greedy yo) so i made dad buy me the 2nd volume of BSM. coolios. :D and now, im done with the show already. I HEART BROWN SUGAR MACCHIATO :D it's a superrrrly cute show okay. if you don't like it, you're weird. 0.0

talking about xmas, i've yet to get my xmas present from dad. ): WHERE'S MY CRUMPLER MAN! ah. and oh oh, xmas party at ah ma's place was goooood too :D i had a hell lot of fun scaring people with my screams. :D Gloria says im crazy and she sat far far away from me D: lol! couldn't help it lah, we had Star Awards on and every time my shuai ges appeared i just had to let out some er... sound :D and i bet it'd be noisier if Athelia didn't suffer from a sore throat that day. :D then she would scream with me too. :D & ohhhh, My beloved Wang Ren Fu was present too! like YAY WHEE WHOO! due to his absence in sg, i got really crazy. D: guess i really make people feel scared uh. i almost licked the tv screen or something. :O nethania forbid me to do so and refused to let me touch her abs. stoooopid. and i just realised Joshua likes mediacorp girls like Jeanette Aw. *winks winks* heheheheh.

another xmas party soon. tomorrow if i'm not wrong. i'm so sick of all the xmas food already uh. i hope Kang wei has more juicy stuff for me then :D

CLARISSE LIM! start on your fucking homework now! ahhhhhh.

and i realised it's been long since i've used the F word. :D i'm such a nice kid yo. and this just shows how !@#$%^ the eng homework is. ugh.

BYE PEE PEES. :D

2007-12-12T18:41:00.000-08:00

Hello world! i thought i would blog before i leave for 6b's chalet at some haunted place. 0.0 Anyway, i had hell lot of fun with my dearest B & G on 11/12. it was real great with the hot hot sun! Thank God it was unusually sunny!:D i will blog more about that day soon. Btw, we found out that we 3 could be BCG too. B for Bala, C for Clarisse and G for Gloria! Haha! Xinyi should totally agree man! Tues was love. & yeah, we would definitely miss Gorilla a lot a lot aloooooooot. ): more about the outing another time, i promised i shall blog every single detail like how Gorilla did!:D

I was watching Brown Sugar Macchiato till like almost 2 last night so it was really hard to get my ass off the bed today. ugh. Wang Zi's a real cutie! Ao Quan and Ah Wei have superly funny facial expressions!:D that got me laughing like some mad woman. haha. i regretted telling mum to wake me up at 9 to pack my bag for chalet. cos im still really tired though i woke up at 10 plus. *yawns* i'd still be sleeping if Petweeeeena didn't call me uh :D so i had to go over to her house to help carry CHICKEN WINGS! yay! bbq tonight yo! :D okay, that's not the main point.

so after i hanged up pet's call, my hp started ringing like 10 minutes later. the screen read "Witheld" so i thot it was pet since her no's private. so yeah, but it's not.

"uh shen me ah?"
"huh? hello?"
"huh? petrina ah? shen me?"
"oh sorry, wrong no."
"orh okay bye bye."

HAHAHA. i found it supraaaaa funny lah. like why the hell did i say bye bye for?! and that voice sounded aloooot like pet lah. okay, i've yet to pack my bag and i'm still sitting here half-awake and yawning away. *yawns* i gotta run! hee haw.

BYE DAHLINGS.

2007-12-08T02:50:00.000-08:00

time flies. really. i didn't expect this to hit me that quickly and during my busiest week too. i knew this would happen but just, not this fast. it took me by surprise. not in a good way. i don't know how it'll be like not seeing you around anymore. i'll really miss you a lot. all those wonderful memories you have given me during this year, i wanna tell you a big big thank you for that. not to forget all the times when you lifted my spirits up when i'm at my lowest. i know i always have your blog and many pictures to refer to when i wish to reminisce the past, but it's not the same as seeing you personally, in that familiar place. i don't know what to say but i'll be strong, all your other friends will too. you have to be too yeah? much loves :D i can't wait to see you again. hopefully, it's not the last.

we shall make it memorable.

刚学会珍惜就要放手我做不到

2007-12-05T07:18:00.000-08:00

i'm so proud of myself. sorry, but that's the least i could do after all those shit you gave me. you're gonna get worse than shit, so sorry about that. aww.

so anw, had guitar today. 3 full hours of non-stop playing! not. crapped with GORILLA for a good two hours. :D and i just can't stop laughing over Hot Guy. hehe haha hoho. it's superly stupid and lame and lawl. i think i laughed very loud lah, but it's really funny, trust me. (:

so after guitar, kim met me at tanah merah mrt. aww, so sweet :D she waited quite long btw :/ so sorry! then i laughed some more after she told me about her malu incident at camp. HAHA. that's about as funny as Hot Guy lah please. supra kuku! made me laugh so freakass loud that all the people in the mrt looked at me. omg. haha.

oh ya, went to eat at yoshinoya again. omg. im so sick of the ice cream donut. eew. and this time i didnt forget to pay hor people!;D then crap crap laugh laugh. then we went to mondo and i saw Gorilla's wedges on saleeeeeee :D so cool. so i wanted to get it for her. kinda forgotten her size and i wanted to ask what colour she wanted. so i smses, called a 1000 times and she never answer.

suddenly it hit me that shes size 39. then i went to ask for size, but sadly they had all the other sizes smaller than 39 but not 39. so in the end, i decided to buy for myself instead. HAHA.

for once, im thankful for my small feet. :D i remembered how my size 5 shoes flew out while i was competing with one of my guy classmates during PE lesson. hah, that was in p6 i guess. it was really embarrassing but funny at the same time too. so i had to run like some mad woman after my shoe instead of the finishing line -.- it was only after that i realised im a size 4. omg, like what small teensy feet. ugh.

and i survived on size 7 shoes for a good 2-3 days :D ahmad khairi's shoes. he had to squeeze into my size 5 shoes, poor him. lucky it wasn't size 4. omg, i cant imagine. haha. and no, im not going to tell you why we switched shoes :D but i pity his poor feet being squashed up during that time. i seriously hope he doesnt remember this. maybe i shall ask him on the 13th if he comes for the chalet. :D

okay, i shall end here. cos gorilla must see this before Hot Guy chases her out! hahaha. gorilla shall be Hot Woman! :D ROFLMAO. okay, byebye darlings.

fuck you. you're the real dog.

2007-11-29T07:31:00.000-08:00

i'm feeling a lot better. this sucks. i don't get how my dad's so nice and my mum's like !@#$%^&*. thank God for helping me to cool down and make me less angry, and for hearing all my cries and what not. thank you gorilla for entertaining my fucks on msn and hearing me out. :D LOVES. and thank you for music. i don't know what would i do without it. and for my guitar-.-

oh oh and for erm, the funeral downstairs. cos they started singing. so i started singing. then made me happier lah. :/ sounds very !#$%^ i know. haha but anyway, yeah. and thank you for YAN YA LUN :D his solo song which i heard like 50 times continuously today made me calmer/happier. and ooh, thank you to some lovely pictures :D and now i just feel like calling up the person in the pic and tell it how it made me happy :D

and finally, no thanks to my mum and sis who made my night so horrible. i wish theirs would be more horrible tomorrow. and im so proud of myself. i refrained from vulgarities while posting. so those reading wouldn't get their eyes burnt. :D

im contemplating whether to sleep tonight. and i've counted my blessings and say my thanks, i'm a nice girl tonight. i shall be rewarded, yes i know.

2007-11-28T09:07:00.000-08:00

YOU FUCKING SUCK YOU DOG.

now now, why can't i tell you such a simple sentence? guess i'm too nice. but that's the last straw. you fucking needa know. sadly, i can't bark, so i guess you wouldn't get what i'm saying. it takes a great amount of tolerance to not shove those words in your face/comp screen. i do hope you see this. YOU NEED TO KNOW. hello, i'm doing a good deed here so shut it.

2007-11-28T07:42:00.000-08:00

sometimes i just hate how i can't bring myself to tell you your faults. but just to let you know, i think you suck a whole big lot. so please shut that fucking big mouth of yours, look in the mirror and you'll see you're worse than me(much much much x100000000 worse :) ), thank you. please, don't make me tell you how much you suck, you wouldn't want that, i swear. :D

2007-11-25T05:34:00.000-08:00

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH ):
I'M SUPER HOPPING MADDDDDDD. I TELL YOU LIKE REALLY. ZOMG. IM MAD MAD MAD MAD MAD. i wanna jump on that * and squash up her damn face and sew her lips & ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ): NONO, I SHALL JUST CHOP OFF ALL HER FINGERS SO SHE CAN NO LONGER TYPE SUCH CRAP. and and DIG OUT HER EYE BALLS SO SHE CANT SEE ANYMORE OF **. :D

fine, i know it isn't your fault girl, but still, IM HOPPING MAD MAD MAD D:

this sucks. ZOMG YOU IDIOT.

ARGHHHHH.

anw, on a brighter note, hee hee hee. :D i got my havaianas :D though it wasn't in GREEN but still, :D and the guys at NUM are nice, really. :D looks nice is nice :D YAY WHEE WHOO. ok, that wasn't the best thing. the best thing was _______________ blablabla. :D omg made me sooooooooo bloody happy. LALALALALALALALALA. :D

sorry, but im really happpppppppppppppy :D HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY WHEE WHOO YAY ME :D hee hee hee hee hee hee. sorry i just can't stop smiling and relating the incident to myself and to people. :D hee hee oops. okay i'm not crazy, really. just that when anger meets glee, it's like i'm 99999999999999 times happier. :D hoho.

and sermon today was about LIES. okay, and i practised what was preached. i didn't lie to my mum when she asked how much i spent. and hey i didn't get scolded. :D LALA. so conclusion is, i'll not lie for a long time. :D hoho, even if the need arises, i will still tell the truth. yay me!

ok blogging really makes my anger subside which is not exactly a good thing uh. cos i wanted to curse * some more. heck. but it's alright, i've found something to keep me happy for the next few hours or maybe days. :D yay i'm high. keep the high yo! date tml's cancelled. D:

hint to start homework. D: freak ass shit.

okaaaaaaaaay, im off. i'm one happy kid :D blogger makes me happy. :D

oh btw, i laughed

2007-11-13T06:35:00.000-08:00

I'M IN LOVE WITH ZHOU DONG'S NEW ALBUM!

AHHHHHHHHHH ~ i heart Zhou Jie Lun worhsxz. :D

Tian Tian De makes me smile like an idiot. :D
Pu Gong Ying De Yue Ding makes me cry D:
& Cai Hong is just superly nice lah.

HEHE HAHA HOHO. i can't wait for saturday! not only do i get to see darling Zann, i get to see TANG YU ZHE. :D AH HE'S THE LOVE. YAY WHEE WHOO ~

and sunday will be going to m'sia :D

eat shop eat shop eat shop eat. :D ah, that's life. gone for like 3 days or so, i dunno.

LALALALALA. I CAN'T SLEEP NOW.

and ooh, 6beeeeeee steamboat soon!:D YAY MY LOVELY BEES. :D

&LIMMY FLIES BACK WE GO KBOX!
& SHOPPING TILL WE DROP.
& HAI BIAN ~ WHEE.
& I GET MY HUAN HUAN AI VCD :D

everything looks so, lovely. ah. i can't wait. my fun starts this sat :D

yaaaaaaaaay ~ i miss dragonboat you & fat you. :D

guitar tomorrow. *yawns

this post is so random. haha hehe hoho. im just bored lahhhhhhhh ~

OKEYYY NIGHTO PEEPOS ~ :D

2007-11-09T03:00:00.000-08:00

streaming results were out today. i got my first choice but i'm not very happy. sigh, i dunno why. i got into the same combi as LIMXINYI! MY LIMMY LABBY PARTNER :D & YINGJUN! THE ONE WHO SITS BESIDE ME FOR THE WHOLE YEAR!:D & CINDY! THE BIAN TAI WHO I GUO ER REN SHI JIE WITH DURING EVERY PE LESSON!:D

but why oh why am i still not satisfied? guess i just want the whole of 2beeee & BCG together again eh? i don't wanna get to know new people. it's sick, it's so darn horrible. from p6 to sec1 then sec1 to sec2 and NOW. again. freak. third time getting to know a whole new bunch of people. this sucks. i never like changes but i do try my best to be le guan about it okayyy. cos i know that change is a constant. oh well, but i do adapt pretty well. contradicts eh?

so anyway, decided to post about 2b's chalettttttt & some other stuff which i wish to remember. lol. sounds emoooo eh ~ hee hee. okayyyyyy. it was a sad thing limmy couldn't be there leh. bimbo aw was on holiday and still on holiday. -.- FASTER FLY BACKKKK ~

2b chalet was a blast!!! i was sure that it could be much more fun lo. but i did have aloooooot of fun indeed. thank you my darling beeeees :D i love all the horny-ing about on the bed in the chalet. WAH SO COOL PLEASE. i give that horny look and everyone gets off the bed and i can have the whole KING-SIZE bed to myself. :D yay me! we told horny jokes and all. we were even drinking jolly shandy at that time. so i look pretty drunk and sex-deprived in a supraaa sex-deprived ZI TAI. HAHA. charmaine claimed it to be that way. eee. but i don't think so lor.

BUT I'M NOT LAH OKAYYY :D not sex deproved and definitely not drunk. :D

i think i can hold my liquor quite well which i think is a goooood thing :D LALA. okayyyy, took many many many pics with gorilla's phone for memory's sake. :D I'M GONNA MISS GOR-LEE-LAAAAH ALOT ALOT ALOT LAH OKAYYY D:

so anyway, we had lotsa sticks of MAI YA TANG. :D i only had one lah actually, so i won't get too high, sugar rush mah. haha. but shiyuan had ALOOOT okayy!:D no wonder she was the one horny-ing about on the bed during the second night. WAKAKAKA. i remembered a huge gang of us walked to the chalet from white sands IN THE RAIN. lol, it's so not cool okayyy. but still it's kinda fun walking in a big group and lugging our HUGEEE BAGS and plastic bags from ntuc with all the yum yums IN THE RAIN :D okay, the rain made it pretty memorable lah.

so we checked in. waited quite a looooooong while outside the aranda there for deborah to check in. then yay we got the card and we got in! YAY WHEE WHOO. so unpacked the stuff and gor-lee-lah came soon after :D she scammed me lah can. she actually told me she wasn't coming. HOW COULD SHE. but charmaine the supraaa NICE one told me about her scam :D hee hee hee. too bad lah gor-lee-lah. xP so we helped shiyuan butter up the corns and wrapped them up in aluminium foil! i remember singing BU NENG SHUO DE MI MI & LUN DUN DA QIAO YAO KUA XIA LAI with the girls who were buttering. :D heeeeeeeee. so fun okayyy it was definitely a GREAT start yeah!

and how can i forget twister! though i never won lah...due to my aherm* inflexibility, but still, i'm not the first to fall :D i do have a great sense of balance de okay. it was fun fun fun! where those horrible people wouldn't spin the damn thing to see where we should put our foot or hand but they went around sabo-ing people lor. so the level of difficulty was damn high, but nonetheless very fun :D

we played UNO STACKO too. :D which was great okay. cos i didnt let the blocks fall. muahaha. although every time it's my turn it's like supraaa difficult to get one piece out lah. and everyone was like "clarisse! clarisse!" heh, but still it didn't fall. bwahaha. and my screams werent loud enough for the sound waves to cause the thingy to collapse. :D and of cos we played horrible taiti. eee. i can't stand taiti cos i cant seem to win lah. so horrible.

and and dingjun and shanyi got sick during the chalet ): ah so sad lah can. luckily they got alright soon enough! hee. dingjun had this bone stuck in his throat and the rest brought him to some 24-hour clinic during the night at like almost 12am. and the bloody doc did nothing but referred him to the hospital. ahhhhhhh so ke lian x( then shanyi got headache or something then he vomitted :/ but he was okay under everyone's great care of cooking noodles for him & milo. YEAH? haha. thankfully, they got well soon enough :D

movie marathon, supposedly. but i feel asleep lah can. how horrible of me. D: but solly lah, bridging early in the morning made me super tired. watched bu neng shuo de mi mi. though ZHOU JIE LUN was hell cute, but i still fell asleep. mei li bu gou wor. HAHA. slept on the king size bed with gorilla on my left and charmaine on my right. me and charmaine were in he middle. squeezed like anything by gorilla and shiyuan :D haha. in the end char and gorilla woke up so left with me and shiyuan with the WHOLE HUGE bed to ourselves. HOHOHO. i had such a niceeeeee sleep :D

woke up at like 5+ to go watch sunrise at the beach. super cool. reminded me of the 6bee times. :D and so lawl lah please. our butts were facing the sun when it rose so we didnt catch it. but still, it was pretty cool okay :D then washed up and went back to school in slippers+skirt+over sized class tee. and my hair was supraaaa messy too uh. and so...got scolded by the teacher for coming late in improper attire. so me and charmaine had to go to meet the hod of maths. but hey, we couldn't find him. haw haw too bad. went to the staff room to find him and in the end, we found out he's in the classroom beside ours. -.- went back home to sleep after that then went back to chalet at 1+.

met the others at the arcade. :D wah so fuuuuuuuun! i'm in love with daytona! the best i got was 2nd only though. x( not bad lah, since i didnt play for like a super long time already. then er, can't really remember what we did le.

btw, the bbq was okay lah. i didnt really eat much :D great, that means i didnt pile on any weight :D LALALA. okay then went to the aranda the club there to bathe again with shiyuan :D it was so cool being able to talk to each other while bathing. haha. seemed like we were actually bathing together lor. hee hee sounds wrong i know. HAHAHA. then after that went back to pack up and home :D i was so shag. slept once i reached home :D

GREAT CHALET :D now i miss 2beeeeeee alot alot alooooooot. ):

reality hit me. we really won't get to see much of each other anymore. new class next year. ah this sucks aloooooooot. okay, i shall post more some other day when i'm bored. :D still have lotsa stuff to post.

BYE BYE PEEPOS :D

2007-11-07T08:14:00.000-08:00

i blogged. hit the backspace button so all's gone :D

i found out it's a super good way to express yourself. get it all out & erase it all awaaaaaay. :D it's cool ain't it? yeah yeah yeah YEAH.

i miss school ):
i miss chalet ):
i miss laughing & crapping ):
i miss fooling around ):
i miss horny-ing about on the bed in chalet ):
i miss singing out at the top of my voice & zao xia ):

I MISS 2B`07 ))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))):

i can't believe i won't be seeing those familiar faces altogether at the same time anymore in that same old classroom. sigh. i don't want 2007 to end. i don't like changes. i like the way my life is right now. i shall be optimistic, try. i adapt well. cool.

i shall sleep soon. real soon.

dragon boats for a dream ;D whooooooooooooo yeah ~
i shall go sleep now!

NIGHT LOVELIES. :D

2007-11-06T01:00:00.000-08:00

so i was thinking that i seriously was a FOOL. yeah you see that. F-O-O-L. like sucks lah please. i can't believe how stupid i was, like seriously. oh yes, i was definitely amazed at how i get made use of again and again and again. and still i was nice enough to always be there. OH FREAK.

like who was the one there when you really needed someone? WHO? HELLOOOO, IT'S ME OK. IT'S ME ME ME. if you effing think that i wasn't a great help, think again. if i wasn't there, maybe you would have been like what, a serious case of depression and get admitted to the damn mental institution. like helllllllooooooooo?! UGH.

when you were bored, I WAS THERE.
when you were sad, I WAS THERE.
when you were happy, I WAS THERE.
when you were angry, I WAS THERE.
when you were on the verge of breaking down, I WAS THERE.
when you needed someone, I WAS THERE.
when you were excited, I WAS THERE too.
and obviously i wasn't excited over what you were excited over x.x

whatever it is, I WAS THERE OKKKKK. U SEE THAT? i really freaking can't stand this anymore. like WHAT THE FUCK? i'm a LIVE person here hello, if you're wondering. i don't understand all of this ok. whatever that you said was just a pack of lies, YOU BIG FAT LIAR. who am i to you seriously? i know it's all over.

i don't have to ask why. i know why.

it's all cos of him/her again. once, i was everything and i became nothing. hah f*ck you. i don't care seriously. i just need to get this outta my system and that would be the end of this all. a dream, hah yeah right. it was just a beautiful lie with your clever ways. and i fell into the trap. i got out of it. you continued, i obeyed. i wonder, is anything at all that you've told/promised is the truth at all? i hope, some at least.

i don't know. all's too sweet to be true. whatever. it's over. over. i've got over it. i just need to get it out & out. i won't regret this, oh no i won't. if someone is to regret, you will. i hope this will hit you hard someday. till then.

2007-10-26T03:03:00.000-07:00

HEY PEEPOS!:D i have decided to blog after like soooooooooo damn long. haha. like what gorilla said "after like 2482765874365918y519290 months?" ok, so anw, yea, last day of school. so i am feeling rather emo now x( AHHHHHH. i'm so gonna miss 2B like alot alot.

it was a pretty great year for me. nothing too trying or whatever to pull me down. on a whole, i was very much HAPPY everyday. and yea, i should thank God for that:D it was a GREAT year, really. ok, i had to repeat that again, 2007 WAS GREAT! dunno how else should i describe it, so yea. it was seriously all fun and laughter at the back of the class with BCG. back-class girls yo! i remembered how ms ng used to go "clarisse, stop talking. clarisse, are you paying attention?" like every single lesson! hah. and obviously i got super fucked up and pissed off with her. but yea, i know im the one at fault & i have since grown to love her!:D

and how gorilla&limxinyi could get away with all the talking! HMPH ~ i remembered all the fun times we had during group work. normally just crapping away. remember the time we drew a comic during eng lesson?:D about some piggy 'cher. HAH. and all the fa hua chi-ing on he jun xiang, zheng yuan chang & zhang dong liang. thougn i seriously can't stand that POODLE. heehee. and i remember lotsa of LAUGHING at people. yea girls?:D like who and who and who! HEHEHAHAHOHO(: yea, finally i could find people this year who are soooooo crazy that they are crazier than me and have a laughter louder than mine! &limxinyi who i declare braver and more impulsive than me! hoho. lims are courageous people yo!:D

and how can i forget GOTHIC DAY?:D though there were bad memories about them, but still it's SUPER memorable! 2B WAS LIKE SUPER BONDED! no one wore school uniform ok! please tell us we rock!:D we put on eyeliner & all, scaring the daylights outta people. but hey, it was real fun okayyy. and yea, i remembered it was the period i went out quite alot with the girls. off to tm shopshop:D yea, it was all a great amount of fun! yea, and on to the horrible part. i really hate myself for my impulsiveness & all. i know i really shouldn't have done what i did and instead, get a better control over my emotions/anger. however, it has helped us get closer, so yea, it somehow became a good thing, no?:D

and there was the ZHONG QIU YE when the whole of 2B wore our class tees to school! yay! we're a sea of blue yo!:D had a great deal of fun carrying our lanterns in school & hitting the gong wherever we go to announce our arrival. heh, "2B JIA DAOOOO!" and how we were afraid to walk in 3s, as the one in the centre would be preyed on by the xiong dis hor. HAHA.

the times in class however, were the best. during lessons, where we crap crap crap. look out of the windows and laugh at interesting people. yea, it's definitely a blessing to be located on the ground floor where you can see everyone and anyone:D cool. and the best thing is it's super close to the canteen! &&we don't have to climb the stairs. and it's also SUPRAAA close to parade square and the halls, so were never late:D except during the lantern fest, where we were too engrossed in crapping around in class with curtains close! HO. i remembered how we could hear dr boon screaming during our hcl eoy paper. cool aye?:D and how we always laugh at yj's ___ ______ walking up the hill! hoho. like we never failed to erupt into peals of laughter whenever he/she is in sight.

and what about all the toilet breaks we had?:D till we got complained, that is. though they never stopped, just became less frequent. i remembered how we stayed in the toilet once, for the whole recess, just slacking away. & all the drama whatsoever that happened in the toilet. super cool, taught me many lessons the hard way. &there was slamming of doors and how we would laugh it off or just slam back:D HAHA. i didn't know going to the toilet could be this interesting. & ooh, the times we had in the canteen during recess. how we would make each other eat FAST by saying "last person clear bowls/plates & must do dare hor!" haha. and in a way, it worked and made meals more fun too.

and the time in china! ok, really lucky to be able to go to china with 2b peepos. like we will never have sucha chance again, to be able to go overseas together as a class. should really have treasured those times better, really. i took everything for granted and now it's all about just, gone. BOOHOO. MANY OTHER THINGS which i have left out. much much more. i shall pen all my memories down, for fear of forgetting them someday. i just wanna say what a great class i've been in with such great, fun-loving people. I LOVE YOU GUYS ALOT<3 chalet's coming up, real soon, and yea, cherish it peepos. it'll be the last, leave without regrets yo!:DDD

2007-04-03T06:17:00.000-07:00

ok, i have the sudden urge to blog. oh well, so here I AM(:
school was UBER SIAN today.
the stuuuppppiiiiidddddd LOONG lessons
&dumbdumb tests spoilt everything.
i have to actually keep zi-highing to
prevent myself from going insane.
YEA. U WANNA KNOW WHY.
COS MY FREAKING 7MARKS OF
THE SCI TEST FLEW AWAY, JUST LIKE THAT.
AH FUCK. UGH. that like totally spoilt
my day lah. &its blamed on my stupidity.
sometimes, i cant believe how dumb i can get.

i suspect im some retarded person, literally.
anw, PE today was FUNNN(:
HOHO. WE PLAYED FLOORBALLL.
YEEEEEHAAAAAAAA.

with deborah, cindy, yingjun, vanessa& amanda
on my team(: we werent scoring at all
with the game with sihui's team.
its like DRAW THEN DRAW THEN DRAW
AGAIN (x its more like some screaming game.
AHAHAH. we were all screaming our heads off.
deborah wanted us to roar instead. LOL.

the funniest part was the game with shiyuans team.
i was striking with amanda, and just when the
ball was near the goalpost, i hit it FARFAR AWAY.
COS, i thought that was the opponent's goal,
when it actually was ours. DUMBDUMB.
LOLL. then we collapsed on the floor, laughing like
SHIET(: ahahahahhaha(: DAMN HILARIOUS LAH.

& thats about the most interesting thing. PE kinda made my day. cos the lessons & tests were boring like siao. to top it off, theres eng&sci tests. both of which i think im gonna flunk HARD. ph well, PE ROCKS MAN (: FOR TODAY, THAT IS (:

2007-03-30T09:41:00.000-07:00

OK. IM BLOGGING AT 12.41AM.
ITS NOT BECOS I SUFFER FROM INSOMNIA.
ITS CAUSE CLARISSE THE GALLANT 1,
SUPER BRAVE&COURAGEOUS 1,
JUST KILLED A FLYING COCKROACH/BEETLE.
U STUPID FUCKING INSECT.
SERVE U RIGHT THAT U GOT FLUSHED DOWN
MY BEAUTIFUL NICE SMELLING TOILET BOWL.

ok, I SO TOTALLY FREAKED.
i screamed&screamed& no one woke up
to save me from the deadly creature.
if theres ever a fire, i think we would all be burned
to death. cos apparently my folks are so hard of
hearing that they couldnt hear my UBER LOUD
SCREAMS FOR HELP. i almost FAINTED N DIED.
and this is NO LAUGHING MATTER OK.
UGHHH. IT FLIES OK. I THINK ITS A BABY COCKROACH.
IT HAS DECIDED TO LIKE WHAT?! LAY EGGS
BEHIND MY COMP?

& i swear i did the STUPIDEST THING EVER.
my homework file was closest to me,
so yea, i slammed it down on the
@@#$#!@$&^ THINGY.
OMMMMGGGGG.
I HOPE IT ISNT STAINED WITH
HORRIBLE INSECT JUICE/BLOOD.
OMMMMMMGGGGGGG.
IM LIKE ON THE VERGE OF DEATH,
N THERES NO ONE HERE IN THIS
LATEEEE HOUR. GAHHHHH.

FREAKY FREAKY FREAKY.
EWWWWWWWWWWWWW.

after i slammed it down with my
HOMEWORK FILE, it overturned
& got kinda smashed. (EEW!)
its struggling to get up but the EVEEEL
me wont let that happen. i smash it with
a converse shoe box. &&&&&
IT STILL ISNT DEAD. WTF.
so i had no choice but to grab LAYERS
of tissue paper & squeeze all its intestines out.
WHAT A NICE WAY TO DIE.

& ALL THAT TIME I WAS SHRIEKING
LIKE A MAD CHICKEN N NO ONE WOKE
UP TO HELP ME. WTFFFF. BLEAH.
OKOK. im not scared anymore. YAY =.=

anw, this week was PRETTAYE FUUUNN(:
i couldnt recall anything much.
just that everyday was super
RETARDED & FUNNY.
and i laughed till i wanna VOMIT(:
today was the XIONG1 MAO2 THINGO.
AHAHAHAH (:
XIONG MAO = BREAST HAIR.
i was trimming the blue ji yuan curtains
during eng lesson, supposedly.
looking uber spastic & retarded.
yea, that even the people walked past laughed.
oh well. then i dunno how it became
that i was trimming xiong mao.
& somemore ITS somebody's
XIONG MAO (: ahahahhahaha(:
&&many other ER XIN stuff. LOL.
then we those at the back were laughing
till dunno like what.
YAY LAN SE DE XIONG MAO (:

*yawns* im tired. after murdering that STUUUPPPIIIIDDDD COCKY ROACH OR WHATEVERR. HMPH. i shall kill all your descendants! lamelame. i shall go back to my sci, or maybe off to sleep le. goodnight you dead cockroach. RIP (:

2007-03-23T03:04:00.000-07:00

OKKKKK (:
IM HERE TO BLOG AFTER LIKE
82939230202 YEARS(:
you people must be awaiting my return eh?
HAIL THE GREAT ME. LOL.
ok, i doubt anyone is reading anw.
&&my blog's with no tag, no links, no prof,
N-O-T-H-I-N-G.
just that im bored now and
it suddenly came to me that i had a blog
=.= o...k.
blahness. so life in 2b is rather ok
i suppose. HEH.
so im back CHAO ZAO today
cos theres no guitar! and i only
found out at like 2.25pm?
TOOT LAH. then went home
with charmaine, gloria&wr.
btw, eng lesson today was
UBER FUNNEH. HOHOHO(:
I WAS TOTALLY LAFFING MY ASS OFF:D
no exaggeration k(:
xiang yingjun went up to do some
acting or whatever with a dumbdumb
shark! FUNNY. with lowe&kia qian.
LOLOLOL. huo gai can!
& i kenna again to answer some stuuupiiid
question. 13 is an unlucky no indeed.
& the SNAKES were damn fun to play with!
&& jesse's snake scared me. T.T
&&&i was too lazy to wear my shoes
at the eagle's nest so i walked
BARE FOOTED BACK TO CLASS.
AHAHAHAH (:

thats just about all i can recall for today. AND THERES NO HMWK DURING THE WEEKEND. when i was actually hoping for some hmwk. revision for the upcoming maths test on mon. I DO HOPE I PASS CAN. please oh please! my grades are dropping CONSISTENTLY and duh, that isnt a good thing. &i dun wanna get into some lan stream so i shall work hard(: ok, off now(: btw, cindy's sick. GET WELL SOON. FLYING PIG SHALL BLESS U. LOLLOL :D tata~

2007-02-02T08:29:00.000-08:00

heyheys:D
im back to blogging! whoo~ finally yea?

anw, school's pretty ok, i guess.
i was determined to work hard this
year and yea, im halfway thru succeeding!
i finished almost every piece of hmwrk at home.
i revised for my tests, try to at least;D
& errs, i bring my books back home to STUDY!

YAYS. im changing for the better.
BWAHAHA. ok so today was rather slack.

lessons ended at 1.05 then off to guitar!
SYF AUDITION NIA. &guess what?!
i didnt get in! awww. expected lahs. though
theres another round of auditions.

CHERYL HOR TYCO TYCO GET IN.
HMPH. HOW CAN LAHS.
lollls. she fang dian mahs, then dian dao mr shi!
hohohos!;DD then after the 2rounds of audi i went
thru today, i met kimc at ws! i waited for like a
freakin' hour! HOW LONG IS THAT MAN.

60 MIN=60X60=3600S. GAHHS. ITS
LIKE DAMNDAMN LOOONNNGGGG CANNS.
so i finished all my homework while waiting.

left with research work to complete.
the projectwork stuff&sel proj. shit 'em lahs.
they are gonna burn my dearder sunday!D:<
cos im going shopping tmr for cny clothes with my mum.
T-T

&im gotta catch up on my korean drama((:
RAIN RAIN RAIN(: ooh yes, before i run off to my
beddy, lemme wish

ZANN sheng ri KUAILE!:D

ok, *yawns* siansian le. NITE PEEPOS^^